Hmmmm....life!

There has been a lot of things going on lately and I haven't blogged.  Maybe because I really don't know what to talk about or that I don't want to complain about what I go through day in and day out.  My days are full of work, trying to do what's right for my kids, working on my relationship to make it strong as can be, being a good role model....you name it I try to do it and keep the balance.  Here lately I feel as if I'm constantly trying to stay afloat.  I have to stay on the school to make sure they do what they should do for Tyler and all of his needs.  I have to be the peacemaker between Cameron and Tyler since they love to fight and pick at each other.  Having therapy every Wednesday night for Tyler for two hours is mentally exhausting...but I do what I need to do to make everyone in the house calm and together.  Trying to keep it together on the weeks that Troy has been having to go and work out of town...shew it's hard to do it all.  Here lately I find myself crying myself to sleep wondering why!  Why is life so hard for Tyler?  Why Cameron has been cheated on a childhood that should be full of fun and laughter...we have some days but most of the time it's spent working with Tyler.  Friends are gone since it's too hard to deal with our life with an autistic child.  It is hard...try to be in my shoes for 1 day.

Sorry this blog has been a lot of complaining....I just needed to get some of it out.